Chapter 6
The corridor was empty by the time Vivian stepped out of Manager Ortiz's office.
She stood in the dim, carpeted hallway, listening to the faint sounds of the cooling ballroom — chairs scraping, staff clearing tables, the low hum of the ventilation system. The door at the end was propped open, spilling light onto the corridor floor.
Neil was there.
He stood at the far end of the corridor, near the ballroom doors, his back to her, his shoulders still hunched. He had removed his bow tie and was holding it in one hand, the fabric limp and dark against his fingers.
Vivian walked up to him, stopping a few feet away.
He did not turn.
"I did not come back to watch him walk out," she said quietly. "I did not plan any of this, Neil. I want you to know that."
He turned then. In the dim light, his face looked older, lined by something deeper than the wedding night fatigue. Miriam's face had been pale, too, she realized, but she hadn't looked at his eyes in a long time. They were red-rimmed, and not from the champagne.
"I knew," he said.
Vivian went still.
"Knew what?"
"About her." He laughed, a short, hollow sound. "Knew she had a temper. Knew she- she could be cruel. I knew it was a risk, bringing her into our family, into what we built." He shook his head. "But I didn't think it would be directed at you."
Vivian stood very still. "You knew she would hurt you, but not me."
He hung his head. "She had never hit me. She just said things. Made me feel small, made me feel-" He stopped, swallowed, looked down at the bow tie in his hands as if it held the answer. "I told myself it was nothing. That she only did it because she was anxious about the wedding, that once we were married she'd stop."
Vivian was quiet for a long moment.
"And what do you tell yourself now?" she asked.
Neil looked at her, and his face was full of shame.
"I don't know," he said. "I don't know what to tell myself."
Vivian folded her arms, slow.
"Your father walked out on us twenty years ago," she said. "He did not hit me first. He just left, and I spent a long time trying to figure out what I did to make him go. It took me years to understand it wasn't about me. It was about him." She paused, watching her son's face in the dim light. "When you stood there tonight, three steps away while she slapped me, I didn't see her face. I saw yours. And I understood that you have been pretending for a long time that it was okay for someone to treat you that way."
Neil's eyes glistened.
"It wasn't okay," he whispered.
"No," she agreed. "It wasn't."
He looked away, at the ballroom doors where the light spilling out was fading as the staff turned off the chandeliers.
"What do I do now?" he asked.
Vivian reached out and touched his arm, the way she had when he was a boy.
"You figure out what you want," she said. "You take the time you need. And you remember that no matter what she says, you are not the thing she calls you when she's angry."
Neil let out a breath, shaky and long.
"I don't know if there's a way back," he said.
"There is always a way forward," Vivian said quietly. "Not back. Forward."
They stood together for a moment in the quiet corridor.
Then the ballroom doors opened behind them, and Sonia stepped out.
Her gown was still immaculate, but her face was blotchy with anger, her eyes bright. She saw Neil standing with his mother, and her expression hardened into something sharp and cold.
"Neil," she said, and her voice was flat. "There you are."
He turned, but he did not step away from Vivian.
"Sonia," he said.
"Your mother canceled the photographer," Sonia said. "Did you know?"
He looked at her for a long moment.
"Yes," he said.
Sonia's face twitched.
"Yes?" she repeated, her voice rising slightly. "You knew, and you didn't tell me? You didn't stop her?"
"I found out ten minutes ago," he said. "And no, I didn't stop her."
Sonia stood very still, her hands clenching at her sides.
"I'm your wife," she said.
"I know."
"Your mother humiliated me tonight. In front of everyone. In front of our guests."
Neil looked at her, his face unreadable.
"That's not what happened," he said.
"Excuse me?"
"You slapped her," he said. "In front of everyone. You slapped my mother, you ordered her out of the wedding, and then you laughed about it." He shook his head slowly. "That's what happened tonight."
Sonia's mouth opened, then closed. For a long moment, the corridor was silent.
"I'm not going back in there," she said finally. "I'm not going to pretend to the guests that everything is fine when you just walked out and made me look like a fool."
Neil looked at her.
"Then don't," he said. "I'm not going back in either."
"Where are you going?"
"To find a hotel room." He paused. "My own."
Sonia's face went through a series of changes — shock, disbelief, then hurt.
"You mean it," she said. "You're really leaving me here."
"I'm leaving this wedding," he said. "I'm not sure what else I'm leaving."
He turned away from her, toward Vivian, and held out his hand.
"Come with me," he said. "We'll find a place to sit. There's probably a diner open somewhere."
Vivian looked at his hand, then up at his face. She saw something in his eyes she hadn't seen in years — the boy he had been before he started believing he deserved to be treated less than what he was.
She took his hand.
"Alright," she said.
They walked down the corridor together, past Manager Ortiz's glass-walled office, past the restroom where Vivian had held the cold paper towel to her cheek, and out through the hotel's side exit into the cool night air.
Behind them, Sonia stood alone in the empty corridor, the pearl necklace at her throat glowing in the dim light, and watched them go.
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